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Name: nick
Location: Dayton, Ohio, United States
Birthday: 2/15/1989
Gender: Male
Interests: I play drums, and listen to music. I like to do damn near anything thats fun, I am just too fucking lazy to name them. If you don't like that then FUCK YOU. If you do then, pat yourself on the back or something, I could give a fuck less what you do. Thank you and have a nice day.
Expertise: Drums. And other shit.
Occupation: Retired
Industry: Education/Research
Message: message me
AIM:  elroydrummer
Member Since:
3/7/2005
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| I have a new tattoo it's a tommy-gun across my shoulders. i love it!! | | |
| So I was watching Clerks 2 today and it made me miss some of my old friends. Mike in particular. I can relate my friendship to him to Dante and Randal's friendship. We fit the personalities really well. It's like I'm Dante and he's Randal. I think that's pretty cool. But it kinda made me sad cuz my closest friends aren't around me anymore. I have plenty of acquaintances, but my closest friends aren't around me anymore. It seems like they all faded away. But I can say that Mike, even though he lives in Florida, has been a true friend to me. Him and Charlie are my best friends, and right now i really want to hang out with them. I don't know, I'm just in a confused state right now, i don't know what i know or don't know anymore. It's all a blur. Am I going crazy? Maybe. Probably. Who knows? What do you do when your foundation falls apart? You have a plan, a set of goals, then slowly you start to see everything you wanted isn't really what you wanted. Then the unexpected happens and now you're lost. Then what? Right now I want to be out touring with my band, cuz i'm so sick of just sitting here talking about it. I want out now. I want away from this, I want to finally make my dream come true. Most of all i want a change, i'm sick of this stuff, i want to be free basically. Being locked down in this city is starting to drive me insane. That's all for my rant for now. | | |
| For the longest time i couldn't trust anybody, or so i thought. I had a bad relationship and it took me forever to come around to having another relationship again. Then I finally did, and things were great. Now I come to find out that i can't trust this one too. Yeah i'm talking about YOU. So once again i get fucked over but i'm too stupid to let go. At least for now. I don't know what to do.I love her, that's a fact i've made sacrifices for her, but i guess that wasn't good enough. Right now, i want to get out of this shithole and forget about everyone and everything except for family and a few close friends and start over again. I may change my mind later and things may get better, or they may get worse and it'll be the end. I honestly don't know right now, it's all hitting kind of hard for me. Oh well, i should've seen it coming, but i guess i'm an idiot for not expecting it. Fuck love, it sucks, i hate it now, i used to enjoy it now i hate it cuz i'm stuck, i love her too much to leave even though shit like this happened and it usually doesn't happen just once. It's fucking ridiculous, i'm nice to people, i'm nice to her i treat her like a goddess, and i get paid back with this shit. haha, it happens i guess. Especially to me. Oh well. I'm done rambling. It could be worse. | | |
| So, KISS is pretty much the best band ever, next to Sub X. www.myspace.com/subxband check us out. This song is good. Fuck you if you don't like it. Anyways, fuck bullshit. That sounds about right. | | |
| So yeah, shitty mood. It sucks, i want to beat the piss out of someone. That would make me feel better. It may happen, who knows. I'm sick of school shit. It sucks, i'm bored with it. I want to get the fuck out of here!!! Oh well. later fuckers. | | |
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